Yes. I could've written your post, Mactastic (well except I don't have erotic transference but I do have a very parental type that I hate...). I talk to my T about my concerns about being in therapy often and even that convo seems a waste to me. Ugh. I told my T it just feels indulgent sometimes - like I can manage on my own - I don't NEED to be there and other people could use the time more effectively.

I don't know why I feel this way.