hi everyone,

i made a decision that i want to stay with my husband the way he wants,,,,, i mean he does not like me to ask about his past,,, his ex's things,,,, and everything. that's how i will have a place in his heart, i know that i will not take her place, but i can at least try. Deep inside, i am really sad and depressed. but i want to keep him happy. Will i able to stick with my decision, if not, guys plz help me..... am i doing right?

ps. I am totally lost / changed..... i want to meet the real me that i used to be, funnt and happy girl. will i able to meet her with decision... i am scared. Thanks everyone.