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Originally Posted by IndestructibleGirl
Yes. Nights like tonight, when I avoid friends because I just can't get over the fact that my biological mother chose other people over me to be her real family and walked in and out of my life every couple of weeks for a visit, leaving me in an abusive situation. Nothing makes sense. No other relationships seem worth the effort and I have no interest in deep meaningful connections with anyone else right now anyway and when I feel like this I can't see things getting better, therapy or no therapy. I have a session tomorrow and feel like cancelling, even though my therapist is great.
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Me too, absolutely this. But then i think - am i going to make my whole life dependent on what one crazy person thought or did? How does that even matter? Its not like there is an identifying mark on us. Think of Beethoven and other people who had horrible things happen to them and who still found their way. Our ts are there to connect people like us to the rest of the world, specifically for that. But thank you for writing this. I do feel like this a lot and have never really seen anybody else say it.
