unpredictible and tiring work!
i love it and it destroys me

well i think that`s melodramatic enough to express what i feel.

"what i feel
maybe it ain`t real"

i did something and liked it but then started doing it on coping it...sometimes you CAN NEVER copy something really good you did,
so now all that thin for charcoal was a waste of my %#@&#! time.....
and now is 3:00 AM

God...help me have my beatifuk figures done!
i want the teacher to love them...