I am feeling totally stuck in a funk. Depressed...... I am at work and normally I would probably go off the the bathroom and do some cutting. But not even cutting has helped much lately.

I have urge to get my motorcycle out and see how fast I get it going down the highway. NOTHING is as blood pumping as doing 105mph with no hands and your eyes closed. It is the only time I feel alive.

And with ice on the roads - it will make it that much more energizing.

Today is a nice sunny day. I should leave work early and go for a ride.