Oh Dreamgirl - Sounds rough for you right now. If I could, I'd take you back to when you were the 'real you' and she could give you the answers you need right now.
For now - I offer you a hug.
(((((((((dreamgirl)))))))))))
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W.Rose
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“The individual who is always adjusted is one who does not develop himself...” (Dabrowski, Kawczak, & Piechowski, 1970)
“Man’s mind, once stretched by a new idea, never regains its original dimensions.” (Oliver Wendell Holms, Sr.)