I've been seeing T for almost a year. We've had discussions every so often about my attraction to and idolization of her. Today, she finally said she thinks it might not be the best idea for us to keep meeting as this is getting in the way of my healing. It just happened, and I don't even know what was said at the moment. My head is too jumbled and my heart is actually breaking. I feel like such a freak for feeling this way.
Anyway, bottom line - I'm leaving T. To say I'm devastated is the biggest understatement ever. She's been my sole support for the past almost-year and just thinking about life without her is making it hard to breathe.
I know it's the right thing to do. But it doesn't make it any easier.
Guess I just needed to let that out. Not doing so great right now. I'm supposed to start looking for a new T. Current T and I are going to keep meeting for a smooth transition.

Anyone been through this before? How did you do it?
And, thinking ahead - how did you make the transition? Has anyone met with the two Ts together to make it easier?