Lately I've been feeling really down and I can't seem to shake it. It was only a few weeks ago that I found out that one of my friends passed away and then tonight my older sister called and told me that one of our great aunt's died last night. Does life ever get better? I mean seriously, most of my life has revolved around someone dieing or someone being severly sick. I just don't know what to do any more. It get's harder and harder to let go of things that I shouldn't be holding onto. Sorry for the depressing post. I'm not doing well tonight.