I got to read my Psych evaluation from 7 years ago for the first time. I was 17 and didn't receive a copy. My mom says she didn't get one because she was told I was too close to 18...yeah right....and I have no clue if my dad did or not. I was told I had "borderline OCD, and depression". The reports conclusion said I had depression of moderate severity and Obsessiveness. It also says I had obsessive anxiety and compulsive counting behavior, but the latter is subclinical. Does anybody know what that means? Is that why I am "borderline"? I also don't know how to feel about the fact that there is some information in there about my parents affect on me and the recommendation that i receive medication for depression and obsessiveness, but this was never shared to me by my mom. She's the one who instigated the evaluation. I'm hurt and confused. I don't know what to think about her. She offered an apology to my husband and I after I asked about this report and if I could get it. I can't help but wonder if it's a trick to make her look better. I was going to give her, yet again, another chance with rules before I read the report. Now I don't know what to do.