I was feeling a range of emotions yesterday. Yet another game was played at my expense. Worse still, it came out of nowhere. One of their many perfect traits. I was sad, dissapointed, angry, empty etc.... Today, is different. Today, while inner fury plagued me from the moment i woke up. It finally hit me, that they did do me a favour, they just do not know it. I kept feeling guilt and sadness, that they needed me and i had betrayed them. However, when the realization hit, that they were the one to behave poorly- it gave me the greatest gift. A guilt free exit...

I wish they could see, what a blessing it is to have such a toxic, selfish and arrgoant loser, out of my life, once and for all.

So hugs xx

p.s for all your support guys, much love xx