I kinda have been where u are. In the winter of 2012-spring 2013 I went through a deep depression. I wondered all the time if I "could"
pick mania I would. My depression hurt so bad I never knew depression could have that type of affect.
Fast forward summer 2013 my mania consist of shopping sprees, or doing impulsive things like getting tattoos and piercings.
My other side of mania is MEAN I'm hell bent homicidical. I have been hospitalized twice for trying to kill family members and I lost my job for trying to kill three co-workers. I would love to find a happy medium.
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