I feel the same way. Like it seems on meds I can get hypo, but I don't get the energy, and I'm sooooo tired. I was just thinking about that on my drive home today. I wish I could slip off the chemical chains and fly...but I know I risk losing my job and possibly my family if I do that. Plus I only get to enjoy a few days before it turns evil on me, which i definitely don't like. So I guess I have to be happy with average.