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Old Feb 25, 2014, 08:48 PM
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So since September I've become homeless, my husband lost his job, my panic & psychosis have been totally exacerbated, but, I've managed to keepmyjob as a server at the same restaurant for 11 years. They were always flexible to my situation, which is how I've stayed employed despite my psychiatric limitations. Well slowly & legally they have been making life miserable for me. I want to quit. I almost bit my tongue in half today after a schedule change had me unknowingly added me to this morning's shift. Already 15 minutes late a friend & co-worker happened to call me & tell me so I show up 35 minutes late. I've been verbally abused, publicly humiliated, tormented, and even directly threatened. Now, I don't know about y'all, but, I have the issue of violent episodes & blackouts. How long until things get ugly? What should I do? The stigma of mental illness is alive and well & everyone is okay with it. Never good enough.
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