I wasn't sure where to post this to get the understanding or advice I need so I'm copying my post to here from women's issues...sorry!

I've never been the type of girl to think I'm not enough or I'm not good enough for my boyfriend...but I can't stop thinking this way since I started dating one of my best friends a few months ago. He's been a very close friend for years so I've met his past girlfriends, I know his type, hell he dated one of my really good friends a couple years ago and she was the beautiful cheerleader when we were in high school with the corny-teen-comedy sorority girl type face and body....someone who gets a hundred likes for each dumb selfie she posts (she broke up with him via text after 3 months so we're not that close anymore). Anyway, I'm not that type of girl, at all, and all 5 girls he's been involved with in some way (mostly just dating, he's only been intimate with a couple people including me) fit that hot blonde stereotype and I'm just the average looking friend. It's really starting to bother me...I know I'll get the "but he likes you for you" posts but that doesn't really help, you know? We've always had fun together as friends and we still do, it's just different...and it feels like I don't have much time left and I wanna break it off before I get seriously hurt and damage our friendship. I've been driving myself crazy for months making sure I always look and certain way to come close to these other girls and I can't and I'm so tired of stressing about it. I miss not caring.

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