So, I spent the last hour arguing with myself to convince myself that what was written in response was supportive and not really just nice ways of telling me I suck. I know the responses were meant to be supportive, and to any normal human being would be read as such, but I seem to be wearing lenses that turn even the most positive and supportive statements into proof-positive that every negative thing I believe about myself is true... so honestly, thank you for your support. I apologize for reading into it anything that may not be there. I know I didn't write any of that here, but wanted to clarify in case I sound condescending or rude anywhere. It's not meant to be that way, I'm just taking things and returning them into something their not (part of the depression and self - hate)... Even if it's just going on in my head, I fell the need to apologize for it. Sorry.