I've seen myself kill myself so many times that I'm not sure when I'll hit the "maximum"... It seems I still have a few lives left. NOT THAT I AM TRYING ANYTHING SOON. And any time I've tried to kill myself in this world, something intervenes. Even when it was left completely up to chance. So I'm not sure I would define it as suicide strictly speaking.

The problem is that I get disoriented and it's hard to tell when I'm in a place where nothing counts or if I'm in my main body... I've tried writing things on myself to help differentiate them, but either the other bodies copy it or the ink fades. I think I need to do something more dramatic (no, not dangerous) that the other bodies won't naturally copy. I'm going to try dying my hair.