I slept until 3pm today and then didn't get out of bed until 5pm I drag myself out of bed because my roommates will probably panic if I hide under the covers all day. I think to live you have to really enjoy what you're doing and who you hang out with. Aka feeling connected to the world. I feel like the most important part is being present which is difficult because I'm always barely there most of the time. I guess the only answer is to keep trying. =sigh=