I rarely ever develop crushes on anyone or find myself really liking someone... But I met this guy, and the problem is he's married and has a child. I KNOW that nothing will happen and I definitely don't expect anything to happen. It's the fact that I rarely ever like someone and really enjoy this person's company. It's just hard to sort through the feelings of how I feel around him and how I feel somewhat jealous when he talks about his wife or his child. Not because he's with them, but because I want someone to want me in the way he wants them. It's something I've always struggled with, because I WANT someone to want me, due to my family not acting like it or my close friends.

I'm going to be going to therapy again finally, so I'm hoping to work through this, but in the mean time, does anyone have suggestions?

Thank you!