Within this forum, my name means something to just me. Every time I look at it, I'm reminded of a very happy time in my life and I like those memories. But my depression always makes them very short-lived. The "43" is neither my age nor the year I was born.

Within the organization I had a career with, nija has meaning to certain people of my age group (and older) . There are two other "names" I could have used just as easily, but I chose nija because it's pronounceable..... "nee-ja". One of the other names is "nxlb". Kind of a tongue twister without vowels, huh? 43 is the number that was associated with nija.