LCM,

Our session today was really difficult for me and left me badly triggered and in physical pain for about two hours afterwards. I know it was difficult for you too because I could almost feel you sharing my pain over the phone when I yelped as the flashback started. I don't know if I can do this thing you want. Every time I connect to my body, the flashbacks start again.

Besides that, when are you going to admit that you love me too? You say you don't believe in mistakes. Then by your own logic, you knew it was Tuesday and just subconsciously wanted to talk to me. Just cut the crap and tell me. I already know you do but it would mean the world to me if you just told me to confirm it.

I miss your touch. Sometimes, I imagine you rubbing my back when I'm scared or trying to fall asleep.