Hi no need at all to apologize!!! For me, I'm really grateful that you spent that time on us trying to see the positives in what we were saying/the support we were trying to give!!!
And anytime whatsoever you want to come straight back at me if you're doubting/unsure of/dubious about what I'm saying I'm absolutely fine with that, and more than happy to try to make what I'm saying make a little more sense to you personally. I know depression can take away/distort the real meaning of things sometimes.
And the effort you made in trying to convince yourself...........you know that shows that there's something really strong inside you, despite the way you've been feeling!!!
Here if you want to talk more..............
Alison