My looks mean everything to me honestly.

I'm very obsessed with how I look, I've also thankfully realized that there's clear double standard between the way I see myself and the way I see others. I'm very forgiving when it comes to others, but I pick out the most minor flaws in me, even non-existent ones and feel horrible about it.

Sometimes I think I look exactly like I want to, other times I think i'm really ugly. My day depends on what I feel about my looks in the morning.

Biggest problem is that I think I'm TG and I feel terrible when I don't feel i look feminine. (I'm a guy).