I understand what you're saying as I feel the same way, hence my name -notgoodenuf. I picked that name because I've always felt that way. Once I was seeing this guy who started out as a friend then turned into a boyfriend who dumped me for someone better looking. Funny that it took me some time to actually fall in love with him but once I did, wham! It wasn't long after that when he left me. Your guy sounds so much better than mine. Don't lose him just because you don't feel good enough. He obviously likes you for all that you are. You don't have to be blonde or look like a model to be beautiful. Maybe you've found one of those rare men who just loves YOU! It will never happen for me but it has happened for you. Don't lose that dude o.k.?