sorry to hear this
I know its cliche but it might not be as bad as you think.
From experience things also seem worse in my head than in actuality. I really hope this change for you is smoother than you anticipate.

You are still there underneath all the other stuff ... try to focus on one good thing and start from there. xx

I am having a better day today, the side effects of withdrawal are slowly lessening. I am now down to one every 2 days, if I continue to have 3 more good ish days without vertigo I will go to one every 3 days.

Still very emotional, crying for hours for no reason, but also went for a long walk today. Had to call Hubby to come get me at end of 3k cos I was getting dizzy, and physically found it hard.