I feel like a hurricane has run through my life in the last five years and I am just waking up to see the damage.
Living with parents at age 50. No work no income. Appealing Social Security Disability. Don't feel like I am able to work anymore because the depression effects me so much of the year. I worked my whole life and did alot of outside recovery activities. I barely kept my head above water but at least I was self sufficient.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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