Hi MTaylor,

Thanx for getting back to me and for reaching out. That's a good question, and your point's well taken. Sometimes I fall into apathy. It's not that I don't think I need this, at this point I just feel way beyond help.

I mean, I didn't want this guy to send the suicide police or anything, but I can tell I scared him and I'm really sad that on top of this illness or whatever, I'm off-putting as well.

No one's asked me either of those questions in years, for that I am very touched. Thank you. I wish I knew the answer. You've helped already make me feel like I actually matter.

Your words mean a lot to me. I hope you're doing well.

Thank you.

~Emma