How do I go on when I have nothing to live for? I don't even have my ******* health.

What is the point?

I "just" have my friends.....but even they have their own lives & most of them don't understand my problems anyway.

I am so depressed & hopeless. The future is completely bleak. God I am SICK & *^%$#@! tired of feeling this way. I have tried to change my thinking, but have failed.

** SCREAMING in despair **

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