survival101, I know exactly what you mean. People are so disappointing and vacuous .
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i don't want to feel anymore. i mean i can't even kill a spider or other insect, i'm too pathetic, i feel bad for taking their lives, i need to find a way to get harder, so feel less. i mean i see a dead kitten by the side of the road and I cry. who does that? that's not normal and no way to survive life. how can i get less sensitive?
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I feel the same, I feel waaayyy too much. Hypersensitive I suppose, too much empathy.
I've had to 'switch off' now I make a point of avoiding things that will upset me as far as I possibly can.
I also take a SSRI which I find numbing. I need that numbing though.