My manias tend to come in the Spring/Summer. They are a good upper because I feel energetic and so creative. I like to write and get most inspired during this time. I never get angry I'm just super happy. But if I had to choose I would just prefer not to be Bipolar at all.

My mom is also Bipolar and I get so anxious because hers can be full of rage where we've had to call the police and I don't feel safe in the house with her.