I'm pretty sure it has a lot to do with bpd, I'm bad at all types of relationships. Idk how it happened, just one day we were texting more than usual and he started sending me good morning texts and then a couple weeks later we kissed and that was pretty much it. We worked together so we kept it a secret for a month or so. I know it seems like I'm making a big deal out of nothing and as much as I want it to, I can't make the insecure feeling go away or the constant stressing about trying to fit "his type" of girl mold. It should be ideal, but instead of losing a boyfriend, id be losing a close friend too and that would double suck. I'm sorry if this is so whiney, this whole thing has mostly stemmed off of a joke he made about another girl he used to like the other night and I've been feeling awful ever since.

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