Thanks everyone. I'd go through phases while on meds and convince myself I was fine. But I haven't been on meds in months. I have moments like I said but I do get pulled out of them. And to the person who said my best friend is taking the t job I just want to say I don't have a t right now so I kind of need her. I do the same for her(we are both bipolar. Met in day treatment. We call it mental school)

I have a dx of bipolar II from multiple sources and in the past I definitely felt it but lately I'm doing quite well. Even my pdoc told me in what turned out to be our last session that he'd have me off the meds in 2 years. So I figure he must see something I don't.

Fefe(28) -bipolar II
Hubby(28)
Son(8)-aspergers and possibly ADHD and odd
Daughter(5)