I am on klonopin 2 mg and not working, right at this sec I am in panic mode because it is so high. I just found a new therapist and working slowly, but it is so bad right now I am avoiding, hiding, I really just want to cry. I am sick, can't eat, sleep, really do anything. I have no clue what to do, never been taught anything, just shifted from one doc to another with no actual help. I am on edge very badly. I feel the exact way you do right now and I don't know what to do either. I wish I could give you advice but I can't, I can't say I feel your pain, if that helps any. I recently was told I have PTSD also, so I am all over the place trying to figure things out. I want to crawl into a small hole and hide, but I can't because I have kids which makes it worse.