It's harder, to step away from an old romantic relationship, when there's still the whole, 'lets remain friends', dangling somewhere a minuscule chance, that maybe, perhaps, down the road, if circumstances change, even though it can't happen right now, reconciliation could occur. Kind of in a back pocketed type of way.

Sometimes, a clean break, is the best path to recovering from a break up.

Feelings still exist, albeit hurt ones, and, it can become a habitual friendship, with a past history.

Take it easy on yourself, this sounds torturing.

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