I've done additional research and everything and I've narrowed things down a little. It looks more like a Major Depressive Disorder with Psychosis, which is basically the Bipolar without the mania. I can probably vouch for a day or two of mania-type episodes now and then, but no way can I get 4 days out of it. My shorter "episodes" appear to be primarily depressive while my longer ones are more of a mixed. I don't know...just thought I'd throw that out there. Now I just need to figure out a way to actually see someone about it. I have a 2500 deductible on my insurance and make too much to qualify for aid.... If anyone has any thoughts about that, even if it's just a phone consult, I'd be willing to look in to it.