So sad. Sending happy thoughts your way.

I'm kindda crabby. I want a tattoo and it seems like everywhere I go to check out in person with the hopes of getting it something happens and I can't. Mainly the parlors are too busy and can't fit me in. and in order to schedule they want an outrageous deposit. Then my psych nurse was supposed to call me monday, its wed might as well be thurs because they aren't open now and I haven't heard anything. I called yesterday left a message and sent an email and still nothing which is fueling my deppressed thoughts. Which leads me to part of the reason I want a tattoo which is in replacement of SI. And its a positive word that'll hopefully bring my depression to a close if I see it enough. I'm over this mixed crap. And once again I want to best the crap out of someone, unfortunately that someone is my spouse. I want to pull out my hair.

Tig