Just thought I would write To you all to say That Im okish -I think This is The Point where I have finally hit rock bottom And Need as much help as I can get And make sure I stick To it...As you all know I was In hospital again last night..But this time instead of running I stayed to get treated and made sure Someone came to speak to me,The doctor did say That They would see me today But I said I was Not leaving Unless I was seen Tonight.I had a very good but nerve racking talk with the crisis team Who have just contacted me to say that they have spoken to the mental heath team who are now Going to allocate me a social worker and a psychologist But was not sure when that would be .....More waiting.....So I picked up the phone and rang The team myself And spoke to the manager who talked me through What they were going to do,Apparently there will be a meeting on friday and After that I will Be contacted for an assessment.....Who knows when?? I told my mum this and she said That It was not good enough and I needed help now so At the momment she is on the phone to them......Will keep you all informed with any more news.....Thankyou once again for being very supportive and understanding with me as I know I can be a stubborn ***** At times.But hopefully that will soon change.I love you all Talk soon

Louise
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