I understand what you're going through. But your husband must be the one who helps you feel good.
well, please never lose hopes on your relationships and get yourself motivated. Set a goal of reducing your weight and stay motivated on reaching this goal.
Please, try not to get yourself depressed. Always think that you have us here. Instead of getting depressed, do something to solve your problems. Stay strong as well.
God bless you. .

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