the guilt is really difficult.
i still feel guilty. i overdosed when my husband was overseas...and collapsed in the ER waiting room with my kids right there. I only went there because I knew my kids needed to be somewhere safe. They got put in foster care...I will forever feel guilty about that.

I'm thankful that your wife found you. You are obviously important to your wife and children...they need you.

sending hugs to you and your family...and be patient with yourself...it's a difficult adjustment to coming out of the hospital.