I wasn't hospitalized because there wasn't room for me. They referred me to mental school which I went to for about a month before I pushed for them to discharge me since it was very difficult on my husband and family and my kids. And then I had to successfully convince everyone I could be around my kids without homicidal thoughts. But since then I've not wanted to harm my children or husband again.

Fefe(28) -bipolar II
Hubby(28)
Son(8)-aspergers and possibly ADHD and odd
Daughter(5)