The first time I tried overdosing many years ago, I didn't tell anyone until two weeks later. Absolutely no one knew that I was even having a hard time. Told my sister. She didn't make me go to the hospital. But several months later I went voluntarily for other reasons.
Been an inpatient four times. But that only means I'm four times stronger than I was that first time I tried to end it all.
The real question you have to ask yourself is, "Can I trust myself?". If the answer is no, then please go. The last time I went I knew the answer to that question but still didn't speak up, which is why I had to go. I made a dumb decision that I still regret.
You are more valuable than you will ever realize!
You can always PM me also. I'm still here today to offer you that.
And I mean it.