For the first time in my relationship I saw my boyfriend cry. The fact that I tried to off myself several months ago and now one of his family members is having issues made him snap. I feel so bad because he said he wished everyone was normal and that they would be okay. He said he is scared of everyone trying to off themselves and doesn't understand it since he doesn't have any severe mental illnesses. I didn't tell him this because of that moment, but I'm starting to feel not okay. I hope spring comes soon and that everything will be okay.