I feel like I must not have bipolar. I've been reading post after post and I feel like I'm not severe enough to be bipolar. It seems that since I'm not on meds or therapy I shouldn't be functioning. The fact that I am makes me doubt it. Do I have moments? Yes but usually my best friend gets me back to reality within days. I feel like I'm just a lazy mean person who likes sleep and I occasionally hear things that aren't there. I don't know. I've never even been suicidal(my t called me homicidal when I saw her) because I was too selfish to want to inflict pain on myself. But recently I've thought about it a time or two. But not because I was depressed. Well maybe a little. Mainly because my husband and I were fighting and it all seemed never ending and hopeless and with everything he was saying I felt like I was nothing and didn't understand why I was born or continued living. But then I talked to my friend for a few days and my husband was nicer so I came back to reality.

Fefe(28) -bipolar II
Hubby(28)
Son(8)-aspergers and possibly ADHD and odd
Daughter(5)