You do write well and - I agree with Sophiesmom - are clearly intelligent.

So it is weird that you'd say that people have shunned you for lack of intelligence. I can see, however, how they would shun you, but not for lack of intellect. But first let me ask you a question. How old are you?

your writing style does not seem consistent with being young, and yet the content suggests that you are young and figuring things out. To me there is too much of a cognitive dissonance - please clarify.