That's great to know.

Well, I don't like how I look now, it's not that I can't look the way I want to if i tried or that I feel ugly, but that the way I want to look is drastically different from how I look now, and it would change everyone's perception of me, big time, that scares me. I know a time will come when I'll be independent and more able and confident to express myself but, right now, I'm having a hard time looking at myself in the mirror. I can't help it, I avoid the mirror, I hate seeing my reflection. It's all gender related, i don't know the technical terms, really.

My loved ones, I don't want to hurt them, as supportive as they are, aren't very understanding of these things. All the bigoted people around I see, and the kind of hate 'different' people get from them scares me deeply.

I keep saying 'the time will come', but I'm so impatient. It's on my mind 24x7 these days.

I just had to say this here.