So sorry about your kitty- it's so hard to lose them. Mine are so much members of my family. I've been more devistated losing a cat or dog than a person at times. They are so innocent, like children. I'm sure their little spirits live on and they are still with us and visit us, so know that you have not lost your squiggles. My beloved cat Zoey passed 4 years ago and I still feel her presence around me so much. Big hug to you and your family.