I'm the kind of person that enjoys celebrating my birthday. Okay so I'm a year older, but I enjoy being spoiled and thinking I'm semi important

Not this year, not at all. For the first time I'm truly dreading the prospect of my birthday. For the record I'm going to be 32 in April. It's the feeling that I have accomplished very little in my professional life and absolutely nothing in my love and sexual lives (as I'm sure you veterans know about my sorry no-account tales of woe). I just hate this feeling, and am looking to get through rather than enjoy the day