Hey there HappyOne4U

I feel for you and send you big hugs

I understand only too well the fear that you'll return combined with the pull to do so.

The things that helped me get my life back and stay away were therapy, talking to a trusted friend about what I'd been through and slowly but surely realising that it was horrendous to be treated like that and I deserved better.

I also found reminding myself often of the consequences of returning helped reinforce my need to stay away.

I wish you well in your journey to your new life and FREEDOM

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