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Originally Posted by recentdiscovery
That's not your fault, some people just don't have the mental and emotional strength to help and accept your illness and be supportive. I promise there are a lot of people that do have that strength though, and you'll find one.
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I have two really good friends who really do listen to me and try to bring me up. I love them dearly...but I also love him. It is very hard to let go of him...I have been back and forth with him for two years and I feel as though if I really did lose him, then I wasted all that time chasing him...putting up with his closedoffness, and him just saying "me too" back when I say I love you. Right now I feel numb when I think about him. I wonder what he's doing...and if he's ever going to call me back. I know I can't call him because he requested some time away from me...but I can't help but feel like I need to apologize.
It's driving me crazy...