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Old Feb 27, 2014, 01:40 PM
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Okay, for anyone who's comfortable talking about this stuff: How old were you when you first started having sexual feelings? And if you're very comfortable with this subject, then what first prompted those feelings? And how old were you when you learned what sex was? I'm just being nosy here, and I'll share my own information:

I was around 9 or 10 when I first started to have sexual feelings (I had no idea what sexuality was so I didn't understand it). I've made it abundantly clear in my other thread what prompted those feelings (I guess I was a pervert well before I ever knew what the word meant!). I was 11 years old when I learned how to masturbate (still had no idea what sex was or that that was sexual in nature). (To this day I remember my shock at stumbling on the definition of the word "masturbate" and realizing what I'd been doing!) I was around 15 when I actually learned what sexual intercourse was (I led a very sheltered life or I might have learned that earlier on). And I was 20 when I lost my virginity!

I should definitely get "Too Much Information" Points for this thread.

{On a side note, I favor sex education being taught from a very early age since it would have helped me out to understand my feelings. But I'll save that for another thread.}

Sidony
I was 9 when I got my first sexual feeling prompted by some high schoolers talking about it. I didn't even know what they were at the time, but I felt this sensation rip through my stomach, and at that point, I knew exactly what the hell was going on.
I learned what sex was when I was 11. At that point, I knew that what I had been feeling on and off for the past two--maybe two and a half--years were actually sexual. At that point, I started writing some weird stuff, and about a year after that, my dad put me in rehab, but they couldn't do anything.
I'm very strange about sex now--around adults and in public, I'm very reserved about it; on my own or with either my boyfriend or my girlfriend, I'm crazy!
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