Ty for the hug B_B

Things are still really hard right now. Doing so much work in T right now. Takes everything in my power to keep safe right now. A lot of si'ing going on. Feel very withdrawn and rejected from everyone. Gotten very paranoid again. I'm still not taking my meds. Gotten so paranoid I think ppl are trying to control me with them or even poison me with them and that's why they want me to take them.

I'm going to go and crawl back in my whole again.